If someone asked you to give up playing music, could you do it? If the answer is no, you've probably made music your God, with or without realizing it. That's what I did in the past, and I sure didn't realize it. That passion that stirs in you when you soak in music with only satisfy you momentarily though, the Creator Of Music didn't mean for it to replace his position. Thats why the emptiness follows afterwards. Its because you're substituting the "created" for the "creator". You'll feel spiritual connection in music, and you know what? God loves His music too, but its never supposed to substitute His presence. I have used music as a crutch so many times in my life. I think, "Oh, let me hear that song just one more time, its going to get me in he right mood", and I would do that instead of take care of my responsabilities. I would stay in the moment. I would make it my reality, and the deep feelings in my heart. I thought I was singing a sweet song in my heart to God, in a very personal way nobody could understand. On the contrary I was poisoning my spirit and putting the meditation and dependancy on the music, instead of the One who died for me. I love the Lord. What breaks his heart brings sorrow to mine, and what he rejoices at brings me joy. I learned that a relationship with God doesn't come without sacrifice. If you're telling me you are strong in your walk with Him and haven't paid a price, I simply dont believe you. Just like any relationship, we must set aside time with Him. No program or institution will make you closer to God, its only by spending time in the Word and in His presence. Both of those things YOU must choose concsiously to do, because in the world's perspective, there are 1000 things that are more productive for you to do. God says you will find him when you seek him with all of your heart. Thats a promise, and He doesn't lie. But that doesn't mean casually reading the bible from time to time, even going to church and raising your hands. The Lord desires consecration (which is giving EVERY aspect of your life to him), and consistency. That is the sure formula to seeing your life change into the shape it was designed to be in.

I make positive techno with spirit filled inspiration and have a unique sound. I hope that my music ministers to you! It's more than just music, its the life of Jesus flowing from my heart.